9pm and I'm still working hard! But it's okay.. At least don't need to stay till 11+pm for this.. Considered good already.. An extended period of working late however, seems to be starting to get into me.. I used to be okay with the long hours but over time, working late starts to make me sian with what I'm doing.. Or is it the nature of the work that's making me sian? Maybe if I'm doing sth that I like, e.g. art or design related, I won't be so sian with the hours.. But this is life man.. Not everyone can do all their hobbies or passion for a living.. And not everyone likes their job (awww).. I had considered the design industry before but it's so competitive with all the cheap copies coming out at express rate.. It won't be easy in the long run.. I had considered being an Architect before too..But our country is too small and hence not good for career development. I will need to really stand out to be able to make a living out of it.. And that goes for Artist too. Besides Art, I love Physical Geography. I remember how much I love studying how waterfalls, vally, cliffs and different rock features etc. form.. And I also like reading on the different types of clouds and climate measurement equipment.. I had also enjoyed reading books on surviving natural disasters and wildlife. I considered being a climatologist before but gave up the dream knowing that I wld prefer working locally and that our weather is either rain or sunshine anw..
D.R.E.A.M.S These are what keeps us alive and happy I guess. =)
This evening, I looked out from the 41st level of the Tower to the scenery outside; the harbour, sea and sky.. and an unusual thought occured to me; that our planet has life is in itself a miracle. What I'm looking at is probably what our planet wld look like to an alien from outside: with things moving around on the planet's surface, lights here and there, and a soft white layer covering us beyond which lies the universe.. Scientific exploration had once claim that there could be life outside of our universe.. I can't imagine there being another Universe of beings.. >.< But I do know and regret that us beings aren't taking v good care of this miracle planet that we have. What a pity... Sometimes, we are not even taking good care of ourselves anw..
That's all for now~ The more I type,the later I get home.. hahas.. But it's a good break!
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {8:41 PM}
I had been abit sick this week and was feeling sooo tired throughout the week.. Din join frens for dinner on friday nite too as I was hoping to get enough rest so can dance the next day but unfortunately I woke up on sat mrng with quite abit of running nose and was too tired to go for the 1st dance class. Having missed 2 of the lessons alr, I decided to drop it since I dun wana tire myself out.. They had changed the class from 2 hours to 3 hours and I doubt I can dance from 1pm to 8pm.. As much as I wanted to learn samba and waltz, I hardly exercise for years and to jump into this suddenly is no joke.. =/
Luckily my running nose stopped running after lunch so I went for inter-rumba but was feeling weird, like weak and abit giddy.. My warm up routine was so shaky as I try to balance while feeling like my muscle no energy.. And for routine, there were so many new steps to remember! I was busy recalling the steps and ended up not listening to the music beat.. Need a lot more practice to put technique, steps and beat into place.. I decided to skip my favourite technique class too as I dun wan to risk it.. And now, my running nose is back again.. =/
Looking back, I fell in love with dance the first time I tried it.. Had wanted to continue with dance if not for my busy schedule, commitment and also some unforseen circumstances. I had sort of regretted not learning dance in earlier years but it's better late than never! It's a very good form of exercise now and the thing to look forward to every weekend - music, strong and beautiful moves + frens! And strangely, despite having no more fix partner, it's much less pressurising...
Dance is nv easy for me. I'm not a good or fast learner at dance but I'm happy to be dancing. =) In Jan-Feb, this is like my everything.. Now, it is becoming my 2nd passion. (My top passion is still Art). And since it helps me get fitter, all the more i shld do it more often! =)
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {10:18 PM}
Likes...
Art: sketching, painting
Music: country, soft rock
Sports: skate, cycle, dance
Movies, Books: adventurous, meaningful, inspiring
Nature: Sightseeing
Making a difference
Fantacise her life like Anything but Ordinary.
