I haven't been blogging about my life for so long now.. Let me update this blog with everything tt's happening!
1) Holiday My holiday has been going well so far, but still missing in some greatness or havoc thing I feel.. Somehow it seems to lack something, some hint of unforgettable memories that will make my last holiday the best one ever.. I don't know.. Zoo outing was very fun. Taiwan trip? Fantastic! But it ended with some un-memorable memories when I'm back tho so it's not exactly a full-proof memorable thing to recall.. >.< Commencement? I'm not even sure if my commencement will be fun. With the tight schedule, I'm actually very worried about whether everything will screw up, in the sense like whether I will be so rushing ard in the afternoon and then getting myself really hot, sticky and tired before going to the commencement dinner. (I'll talk more about this below) And I've been trying to tidy up my life a little.. Just feel like I'm a bit messy sometimes & I can't stand mess, like body clock not working right, days are flying by, haven't been drawing much or exercising as planned, haven't done things that are really meaningful or memorable. Feel like I've not yet settled a part of me. Sign, what big thing am I waiting for? Lols..
How long was it since I last thought of what I like to do?
Peace: I wld love to just walk down a lovely garden or park quietly & enjoy the beauty of it all ard me, listening to beautiful soundtracks lk the one I'm listening to now.. There are, unfortunately, not many nice parks ard here. And with that sunny or rainy weather, how wonderful can it get? lols~
Passion: To really paint some nice nature stuff out. You don't know how big a sense of achievement it is for me to get a good piece done.
Strength: I actually miss jogging ard the track in school in the evening breeze.
Determination: Dancing with music, not just dancing, but dancing beautifully, is a dream of every passionate dancer.. I'm far from it, but I would like to try my best.
And many more, many more things.. Deep in my heart, I wish..
2) Movies Watched 5 movies recently:
Prince of Persia (simply love the actions, music and humor, very different from the trailer, surprising good)
Karate Kid (everything was great, just a bit draggy and a bit high school, was expecting more stunning landscapes but all the best things were alr in the trailer and there wasn't anymore surprises kinda thing. Was expecting more from the training part too.. Actually after u watch IP man, this is not as exciting)
National Treasure (watched it in theatre before but it was shown on TV again. And again, this movie did not fail to lose my excitement with all the high tech details and filming effects to create the tension. Love it)
The next door spy (Funny & relaxing family movie. lols.. Predictable ending tho.)
2012 (Starting was a bit confusing but towards the end everything starts to make sense and have a meaning.. The movie is actually very meaningful. It shows us the essence of survival. What we are all fighting for in the end. A test of humanity. A test of trust and love.)
3) Commencement This is a once in a life time event. To me, I would say I'm taking this rather seriously~ But it is going to be a super rush day for me, esp without car.. =( My friends complained as well. My parents, esp. my dad, nan de can come down to my school and I really want to show them around, take pictures with them as memories. Memories are unbelievably powerful. 10 years later u're bound to regret not taking more pictures when u were younger. Time flies, don't fly by everything in ur life with ur eyes closed. Fly by them with an open and receiving heart. Not sure if I have time for everything.. But I will definitely be going down to school on another day with some smaller group of ppl to take pictures in my own faculty.. =)
4) Dance I can sense my eager heart to get everything right fast. But dance, as with all other sports, is a test of one's patience. Training & focus makes things perfect. And as with other sports, it's expensive!
Signing off to sleep now.. Again, it's 2am in the morning. I already super tired when it was 10pm.. lols..
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {1:01 AM}
Just realised that Prince of Persia Dastan was the male character in The Day After Tomorrow! He bear close resemblance to Tobey Maguire and sure enuff, found out that both of them were over the Spiderman role. No wonder I found Jake so familiar..
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {11:32 AM}
Bricks walls are there for a reason. They are there to show how badly you want something. How badly does it matter to you? The sweet promise touches the soul within but still left a truth that would matters the most. The truth that may destroy a dream, or reinforce it. But still, it's the truth that matters the most.
If you had the sands of time, what will you do? Undo the past? No, the past contains the truth to what we know today.
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {12:54 AM}
You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do. Eleanor Roosevelt
It is not fair to ask of others what you are not. Eleanor Roosevelt
How do we know that Moses was grown up? Because he went out unto his brethren, and was ready to bear the burdens and share the plight of his people. Maturity is sensitivity to human suffering. Julius Gordon
To be human means to care for each other, and civilization means to work together to create a better life. The moment we stop fighting for each other, that's the moment that we lose our humanity. If we start our future with an act of cruelty, What will you tell your children? What will they tell theirs? Movie 2012
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {10:45 AM}
My trip to Taiwan was fantastic. It opened my eyes to the world out there.. The beauty of nature, sky, sun, mountains, stars, lakes, Sea, waterfalls, flowers, rocks, rivers, volcanoes etc. This is why, Earth is so important to us.
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {2:12 PM}
DOs: 1) Find out and understand the source of it 2) Clarify and verify the reason for it 3) Focus on the solution, not the problem 4) Learn how to manage it in future
Don'ts: 1) Do not ignore it 2) Do not find excuses 3) Do not point fingers 4) Do not let it control ur emotions
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {1:10 PM}
Once upon a time, a girl lost her direction in love and decided to ask God what to do.
The girl asked: If someone you love breaks your heart, what would you do?
God replied: Cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it.
The girl said: It's like my mind knows what's right but my heart is being retarded and still cares
God said: Don't ever give up if you still want to try, don't ever wipe your tears if you still want to cry. Don't ever settle for an answer if you still want to know. Don't ever say you don't love him if you can't let him go.
The girl said: When he said he didn't want to see me get hurt, so does that mean he closed his eyes when I cried?
God said: If he loves you, he will not say you're not right for each other, he will say, you're not meant for anyone else.
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {4:06 AM}
Likes...
Art: sketching, painting
Music: country, soft rock
Sports: skate, cycle, dance
Movies, Books: adventurous, meaningful, inspiring
Nature: Sightseeing
Making a difference
Fantacise her life like Anything but Ordinary.
