Loaded week is finally over and now I'm just filled to the brim with tiredness..
I will definitely miss FRIENDS of school life, but I will not miss EXAMS...
I trust next week will be much better with Good Friday~
Somehow I didn't want time to fly so fast as I still want to enjoy being a student using all the new facilities that suddenly sprang up all around.. On the other hand, the work and pressure make me feel like just about 20 years of studying is enough for me. But either way, it's not within my control and I have to move on.
Hoping tt my grad trip will be fun anw..
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {12:06 AM}
Why do I have to stay in school till past midnight when it's my last semester?? 1 more week to go for this!!
I realised that my momentum has long been lost since last semester. Now I'm undergoing reverse phrase where there's negative auto-correlation.. This leads me to conclude that one cannot study for too long.. And Game theory just told me that the best equilibrium is for students to shirk and for the teachers not to check on the students.
Anw, I'm really grateful to have friends whom I can count on and who somehow can happen to be there for company or to just listen to my complains (abt sch of coz).. It's nice to catch up with old friends too.. All wells~
Moreover, I've come to realise that... Sleeping at 3am everyday makes one moody and Being stress makes one hungry
So tt's how I grew fatter over the 4 years.
Yes! I'm so gg to exercise!!!
And I'm so used to seeing at least the one new email in my inbox everyday that it feels weird when I don't receive any~
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {2:12 AM}
Yep, I managed to 'lock' myself up at home for 10 days and today is my first day back to school! Trip to school wasn't so smooth.. Waited super long for the bus and ended up being, say 5 minutes late for class.. =\ But am glad to be seeing my friends back again tho the notion of end of E learning week means exams!!! =.=
And all these, tests, studies, projects, presentations, term paper, tutorials, everything, is gg to be gone in a blink of an eye in less than 2 months time from now.
Thinking about this, I can't help but wonder how I wld feel.. How I wld feel about the idea of no more exams, no more mugging.. No more teachers, no more lectures.. There will definitely be things that I'll miss while there will also be things that I am ever so glad to get rid of. The latter is easy to guess.. It's obviously exams.
More importantly, I wonder how it will be like to enter my next phrase of life - work. This is the time when I will really feel like a full-grown adult, with a new set of attitude and objectives that come with the need to be more independent and responsible.
Sounding serious but of course, there is the fun side of it.
One thing I like best, I've my weekends now! =)
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {1:01 AM}
1) "The best things in life are unseen, thats why we close our eyes when we kiss, cry, and dream"
2) [Sometimes we need to stop analyzing the past .. stop planning the future .. stop trying to figure out precisely how we feel .. stop deciding with our mind what we want our heart to feel and sometimes we just have to go with "whatever..happens..happens"]
3) ...If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love & how to open your heart & eyes to things. Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment & take from those moments everything you could possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before & actually listen...
4) "Today is the tomorrow you were worried about yesterday.... Was it worth it? "
5) *If someone has something bad to say about you, it's probably because they have nothing good to say about themselves.*
6) And last but not least, my favorite of the day:
"Life isn't just about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you And it's not about who you've dated or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, What sport you play, Or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair Or the color of your skin, Or where you live or go to school. In fact it's not about grades, money, Clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends or if you are alone, And it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life isn't about that. But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. It's about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance And building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not for what they have. Most of all it is choosing to use your life. In a way that could have neverbeen achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about. "
------it all takes the courage to believe------ ; {1:01 AM}
Likes...
Art: sketching, painting
Music: country, soft rock
Sports: skate, cycle, dance
Movies, Books: adventurous, meaningful, inspiring
Nature: Sightseeing
Making a difference
Fantacise her life like Anything but Ordinary.
